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The experience is unique and I realize now as a grown woman that I am lucky.
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My luck, as I understand now, is because not everyone has had the privilege to experience a pilgrimage to the Korean Store.
As children, my sister and I would sit in the back of the car for what seemed like eternity, but really only an hour and a half. The trip was as important as a vacation...each month my family of four would load up in our Toyota Previa and hit to road for some shopping.
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This shopping was not for clothes, not for general house items, but rather for my mom's opportunity to go to Korea...or at least as close as she can get from VT.
This shopping was not for clothes, not for general house items, but rather for my mom's opportunity to go to Korea...or at least as close as she can get from VT.
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I took for granted soooo much when I was younger, in fact I feel rather guilty now about the resistance and annoyance I put upon my parents. Today is different...and I can't get enough!
I took for granted soooo much when I was younger, in fact I feel rather guilty now about the resistance and annoyance I put upon my parents. Today is different...and I can't get enough!
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I am proud of who I was, who I am and what I have been able to experience. For the first time in my life I now understand how lucky I am...how incredibly fortunate I am to be half Korean!
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The food I grew up with was taken for granted...I could eat an All-American meal of steak and salad one night and then the next have Bulgogi without my mother batting an eye lash.
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This is just how I grew up.
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I can't thank my mom or dad enough for imposing and integrating our Korean heritage on us as kids...how did they know that some day I would realize, that one day I would be able to see, the bigger picture?!?!
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These days, with food at the forefront of my passion in life, I have an urge to cook. Not just dinner, but as a career. I want to own a restaurant, or a food processing company, or even a seasonal Korean BBQ stand. While I would take any of the above and can't pinpoint what exact opportunity I want....all I do know is that I have this urging need for one or the other to truly be fulfilled!
These days, with food at the forefront of my passion in life, I have an urge to cook. Not just dinner, but as a career. I want to own a restaurant, or a food processing company, or even a seasonal Korean BBQ stand. While I would take any of the above and can't pinpoint what exact opportunity I want....all I do know is that I have this urging need for one or the other to truly be fulfilled!
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For me it is about sharing with my somewhat sheltered community the true notion of a family dinner...I want to capture the love and care that goes into the preparation of every element...I want more than anything to quit the BD dungeon I am stuck in now and gamble it all away for one chance...just one opportunity to be me!
For me it is about sharing with my somewhat sheltered community the true notion of a family dinner...I want to capture the love and care that goes into the preparation of every element...I want more than anything to quit the BD dungeon I am stuck in now and gamble it all away for one chance...just one opportunity to be me!
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As a young woman at 27, I know this is the time. I have the energy, the passion and soon enough the talent to make this happen...what holds me back? The insecurity of not knowing and the $$ I'd have to ask my hard working husband to sacrifice.
As a young woman at 27, I know this is the time. I have the energy, the passion and soon enough the talent to make this happen...what holds me back? The insecurity of not knowing and the $$ I'd have to ask my hard working husband to sacrifice.
As I ponder this each day, my thoughts go back and forth, back and forth...I am sure we'll return to this topic in no time. However right now I'd like to take you shopping...at the Korean Store!
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The canned mackerel above is near and dear to my heart. As a baby I am told I was fed this with rice...as a child, teen and occasionally now I indulge in the spicy version. So salty, so fishy (in a good way)...it's me!
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It's me and it's Korean...it's a common go-to household fix with cheap ingredients and much craft and care. Still to this day when I sit to share a pot of hot mackerel with my mother, she'll still pick the flesh of the small bones and drop it into my rice bowl. Her maternal nature/instinct is inspiring and who I hope to be one day!







We're not getting the usual stuff either...nope, this time she's treating us to the new harvest! Based on her explanation, rice is usually harvested, mixed and stored. The type we are getting this trip is the freshest! It was harvested in Korea just this fall!





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I hope you have enjoyed your sneak peak at a truly unique experience. I am sure I'll be bringing you all back to these roots many a times as this blog progresses.
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Love you Mom, Dad & Lil' Sis!!
I'm willing to become an investor for your cart on Church St. or your own restaurant. I just need a little taste of the goodness first. I think I just invited myself over to your house for dinner. Yea, I think that's what I just did. :)
ReplyDeletethanx for the trip, and keep the dream alive for sure...
ReplyDeleteyour 'korean shopping resistence' story reminds me of me and my cousins. we were all born to musical parents who'd like to whip out serious music around the piano at family get togethers. at grammma's each christmas, scores of Handel's Messiah would appear.... and all us kids would scatter to the outer reaches of the 200yr old 3-story farmhouse. but one by one, each of us at our own time started joining in. now it is my very favorite part of christmas (every other year due to people's travel plans). we manage to get thru most of Act 1 - skipping a few of the decadent arias...but most of us have our assigned solo parts. ironically (per this blog) mine is the previously mentioned feeding one....
Thanks for the support all! One day...we keep our fingers crossed!!
ReplyDeleteHussy, we will have to treat you to a real Korean Feast for sure!
he shall feed his flock...thanks for sharing the lovely story of past and present. It is so amazing the insight our families had while we were young...means so much now! Keep on the tradition!!!