Friday, June 17, 2011
Are you READY?!?! Return of Grilled Pizzas :)
Friday, May 14, 2010
Burger for One
Yesterday was a perfect New England spring day. Inspired by the weather and driven by my cravings for some red meat, I paid tribute to Hubs' by cooking up his favorite meal...a big ol' burger!*
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Let me start off by commenting on how hard it is to buy meat for one person! The smallest package of ground beef I could find was just shy of a pound. This means we're probably cooking beef tonight and maybe even the next...
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Being the first real meal I've managed to prepare just for myself, I kept it simple, but added a little kick.
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This Burger for One was seasoned with - salt, pepper, dijon mustard, worcestershire, garlic powder and cayenne. I also decided on some extra sharp VT cheddar to make it a cheeseburger!*
In addition to the overly portioned beef at the grocery, buying rolls is also a challenge. One of the few downfalls to my go-to supermarket is that they do not have those bread bins where you can grab a single roll. Instead the Kaiser Rolls come in a package of 6, the cheap hamburger rolls as 8 and the ciabatta rolls...well another package of 6.
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I noticed a small loaf of the store made wheat bread. Hubs is not a big fan of wheat. I've tried to feed him whole wheat pasta, pizza dough, etc and usually strike out. Occasionally I can sneak in a loaf of sliced wheat bread without protest, but it doesn't get eaten as quickly as others.
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With no Hubs and at just a $1.50, it was perfect for this particular night.
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Now call me crazy or just plain weird, but what you see here is a wine glass...yes wine glass with beer and lime.
I grilled up the burger, melted on the cheese and toasted the bun...delicious!!Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Post St Patty's Deal
Missing Hubs a ton, so much so that I have lost my blogging groove. I am desperately trying to get it back...*
While Hubs has officially hit the road on his ever-so important adventure, I am here...I am in this place we call 'home.' How strange that 'home' does not feel like 'home' without him. There is an emptiness, a stillness...a silence that makes the heart heavy and eyes watery. So as I said in the last post...'this is what it is going to be like.'
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I've left his used coffee spoon balancing just on the edge of the kitchen sink and the pile of comfy sweats by the couch. I explain to inquiring folks that it makes me feel better. It tricks me into believing that he is still here. One BFF so thoughtfully supported my need for these things and said I should feel free to leave those marks of Hubs until I am good and ready to move them...which is exactly what I plan to do.
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A planner by nature, I've realized this is actually one of my problems at the moment. In this first week I've realized that planning and pondering the days, months, and seasons ahead are not helping my 'grieving.' I've turned over a newish leaf. I'm now a person who is attempting to take it 'one thing at a time.'
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As part of my dealing I have been creating a routine of distractions for myself and the Pups. Trying to keep them positive activities, Pups and I are walking 2-3 x a day, I'm drinking herbal teas (rather than copious amounts of alcohol), and taking time each day to get lost in a book. Not to mention our extensive group of family, friends and even blogging friends have been great supports and always around! Thank you all!!!
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While having taken some days off from cooking, I did dabble a bit - 1) accompaniments for a delightful Hockey Chili Party and 2) for an omelet one night. Nothing major yet, as it has been hard to find the energy and desire to cook. My hope is that this will all change beginning today.
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Today is the day I begin my annual house sitting duties, which includes access to the most amazing kitchen I've ever had the pleasure of cooking in. I just cannot wait to show you all!!!!
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Corned Beef, water and spices are added to a LARGE pot. Next year, I think I will attempt to brine my own. In fact that sounds like a great technique to practice while Hubs is gone...to brine meat!
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Cabbage, potatoes and some onion.
Our Boiled Dinner...yum!
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The corned beef is great...the cabbage and other components for the boiled dinner are just as gosh darn awesome!!
We tend to keep it simple. The final dish is served up with spicy mustard.
There never seems to be as many leftovers as I would like. At Thanksgiving you end up eating turkey for a week. Me...well I'd love to have enough leftover corned beef to eat for that for a week! Instead we made do with two days worth...but boy is it all worth it :O)
I will have to look through the library of pics, but I do think this is it for Hubs-happy meals...at least for the time being. I hope to find my groove in the coming days when faced with access to one of the most amazing kitchens I've spent time in. In addition to the commercial size burners, double ovens, top of the line tools, pans etc...did I mention they have a huge subzero fridge/freezer AND pantry always fully stocked!?!?!
Fingers crossed this will be a little slice of heaven as we transition into this new routine! Not to mention it is the season ending hockey tournament this weekend!! Some quality time with my team and good old competitive exercise should also hit the spot!!!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
End to Winter Hockey Night
This is a time for the end and the beginning...*
While the winter hockey season has ended, the official start to Spring has begun.
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Among other things we are in the midst of Ms. Homemaker's preparations to become self sufficient and independent...
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Hubs' trip is just around the corner (literally hours at this point). We've been attached at the hip. When someone asks if we can do dinner, go out for a drink, etc, so that they may bid him farewell, I can't help but be selfish and think to myself 'NO! I want him all to myself.' The truth is, I've been letting him call the shots...we do what he wants or needs, when he wants or needs.
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Each moment I have with him I try to further burn into my mind the images and memories of us being...well us. This week when the sox began the season, I was right there beside him...him, me, us and only us! I want to further ingrain in my head and heart what it feels like to sit here alone with him...even now as he plays xbox to relax and release some anxiety, I write my blog. It's comfortable and comforting.
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I am feeling guilty of being selfish with what time we have, but I really am trying to share him. We've been touring the state bidding goodbye to family and friends, checking things off the to-do list as we go. We've been shopping to purchase a stock supply of daily necessities, worrying whether we'll get it all to fit in the minimal luggage he's allowed.
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The other night I couldn't sleep. We went to bed together and as his breath grew deep and he entered well into his REM cycle, I laid there wide awake. I watched him sleep. This is something I almost never do, since I am usually the first one to pass out and call it a day. There is just something about the timing of things.
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Each moment I have alone in the house I try to acknowledge the silence and say to myself, 'this is what it is going to be like.' I try to prepare myself and imagine what it will be like with no used coffee spoon sitting just on the edge of the sink. No pile of comfy sweats sitting by the couch, with which Hubs will change into upon returning from work. I think of Pups, who will not have his fellow male companion for so long and how I will try to be more for him so that he may not feel the emptiness of the house...
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I am worried that things will be different. I mean after so much time apart, they almost have to be right? We never stop growing as individuals. Even though we will be apart, we will be changing as a couple. Is this the last time it will feel exactly this way?!?!
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Is this the end of how we are...just the way we are now? Will things change so much that we're forced to face a new chapter of life??
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I don't know if I am ready for things to change...or at least not yet. Fighting against things out of my control, I try to enjoy what is now and see that darned glass half full. While I am comfortable and comforted by the way we are and who we are now, I can't help but ask myslef what will happen? How will this go??
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As we count down the hours and prepare, everything is a last. This is the last Wednesday we have, yesterday was the last Tuesday....you get what I mean?!?!
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Since cooking and food are just one way I express myself, I've been bugging Hubs with 'what is it you really want to eat before you leave?!?" To be honest he's had a worrisome appetite. He's hungry, but sick to his stomach. He's up for anything, but really only concentrating on the ETD just ahead.
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To mark the end of March Madness and the winter Wednesday night hockey season last week, I made California Style BLTs. You can never go wrong with bacon after all!
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I started with a find VT beverage to get warmed up...

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You gotta love that the name of this blend is the lone area code of the state!
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With no Hubs around, I've been trying to use up what we have in the fridge... 
Thursday, March 4, 2010
A Quick Fix: Pork Cutlet Sandwich
With not much time to get in the kitchen lately, I've had to improvise with a few dishes that fit in the 30 minutes or less category.
I sliced a pork tenderloin into 1 inch disks and then pounded them out with my trusty mallet. The great thing about using the tenderloin is that it's tender! The meat pounds out very easily and quickly.
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I grabbed a baguette on the way home from work and piled it with the pork cutlets and some leftovers from the fridge...marinara and fresh mozzarella. Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Dinner for my Valentine (2010)
This year was a struggle, but come Valentine's Day I was able to pull it together!*
Part 3 : Dinner
The menu itself may sound more difficult than it actually was. In fact, I didn't begin cooking until around 2pm...drifting in and out of the kitchen as I watched Team USA Women's Hockey pound the heck out of China!!
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Salty/Sweet Beginnings
Prosciutto & Fresh Mozzarella Crostini, drizzled with a Balsamic Reduction
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Tangy Tastes of Love
Salad with Lil' Ms. Homemaker's Vinaigrette & Carrot Slaw
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A Garlicky Passion for Mussels
Mussels in Garlic/White Wine Sauce
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Kona Steak Dream
Seasoned Grilled Steak with Kona Coffee Porter Reduction
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A Heavenly End
Saint André Triple Cream & Cooked Apple on a Soft Baguette
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The first thing I did at 2pm was get my reductions going. In one pot was some balsamic vinegar and in the other, two bottles of Kona Coffee Porter (beer).
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Cook's note - I chose to do a balsamic reduction simply because we keep a cheaper bottle of balsamic in the kitchen. If you are lucky enough to have some good quality balsamic vinegar in your cupboards, then by all means...leave as is!! The bonus in reducing the cheap stuff is you can transform it into something thick, sweet and rich. The negative is that your kitchen fills with the sharp pungent smell of vinegar.
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Prosciutto & Fresh Mozzarella Crostini, drizzled with a Balsamic Reduction.
Cook's Note - The only thing I might have adjusted here is the application of the balsamic reduction. I wish I had taken more care into doing some beautiful design over the top. The salty prosciutto, creamy mozzarella and sweet balsamic all together were excellent!!
Salad with Lil' Ms. Homemaker's Vinaigrette & Carrot Slaw Lil' Ms. Homemaker's Vinaigrette
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Cook's Note - While the actual act of cooking mussels is quick and easy, their prep is time consuming. Also, as my father always says when it come to clams, mussels, etc...if it looks at all questionable, don't eat it! The mussels turned out good, but not yet great. I added a little too much wine and think I may have been short on the butter.


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